Well, I am now back in Oxfordshire, my home shire. And I have no internet except for when I visit my dad, which probs will only happen at weekends, but as I spend majority of my time at my Mum's house, I am cut off from the internet until I get a job and can afford my own internet. Sucky sucky suck suck, but what am I going to do? Not much I can do, I guess I'll just have to pray this summer will go quickly.
I am getting into more bad cycles with being home too. Mum wakes me up at half 9, I pretend to get up, but as soon as she leaves for work, I sink back into bed for another hour. Then I get up, lazily, and watch vids on my laptop, then watch Gilmore girls. Walk the dogs, rush housework I was asked to do before mum and her bf Duncs get home, tease the birds. Mum comes home, I watch more TV, eat dinner, more tv, read, go to bed. Then the same thing the next day and the day after that.
I feel bad when I come to visit my dad too, because I spend majority of it on the internet, and I think he might secretly get upset about it, cuz it is hard to pull me away from it, but that is because I am catching up and making up for what I have missed while staying at mums. He subtley tries to get me off the computer, but I simply don't bite his bait. I'll have to find a way to make it up to him. Bless him, he does do a lot for me, and he had been looking out for oppertunities for me to get a job around my hometown.
Anyway, thats about all that has happened since I've left Lincoln, so when I next get back on here, I hope for it to be more full filling.
Chao for now!
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